thinking that SHE WILL REWARD ME WITH LOVE if I (like almost all men-so-born) fight for her

I must find some alternative for my guiding myth as relates to women. There has always been an under-motive in my thinking that SHE WILL REWARD ME WITH LOVE if I (like almost all men-so-born) fight for her, This illusion unworks: it would seem that all the deep cuts I make on myself to my blood's emptying IN THIS AGE usually just get Her to 911Cops.

The myth continuation holds that fight to the end I sacrifice all for Her; the worship of woman as Diva hearkens to that illusion.

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